Last week I felt a flood of emotions about my future. I am constantly berating myself for not being where I want to be in terms of design capabilities, and I always wonder if I will get there or not. I know that people switch careers and succeed all the time, but I feel sometimes that I am lacking that “something” that makes people designers. Every day is different in terms of how I am feeling and what I want to accomplish, and I am aware that I need to work hard. I feel like I could be working a lot harder. I am not ready to just chalk it up to inexperience and accept my skill level. If I want it, I need to work harder. I know that I want it because when I see design that I love, I get so excited. I have this desire to improve upon things, create things of my own, and make things beautiful. I set out to change things, and that is exactly what I intend to do.